To Be Alive
You can watch my chest heave as I breathe You can see me react to the burning of flames as I can feel You can observe me eat chocolate...
Questions of Afterlife
“Have you found joy in your life?” “Has your life brought joy to others?” It is said that Ancient Egyptians believed that when you die,...
Great Manifesto
The seek for the Great Manifesto. Where did I get such term? And what the hell is the Great Manifesto? It means 'the urge to be, to count...
Meant To Be
I hate the phrase, "if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be." Like no. What if you believe that it truly is meant to be so you keep on...
Hikikomori
I am definitely nearing the stage of hikikomori. What is hikikomori? Hikikomori is a Japanese term that refers to reclusive adults who...
What Happens Now?
I stopped needing to study. Mention my name to anyone who was my classmate, not to be cocky, but they would probably say I did above...
Used To Have 'Friends'
I recently watched this show wherein the female protagonist tries to make herself look unapproachable and unlikable by men. She tries so...
Burn
I wanted to burn. Recently, I discovered that I love the numbness that I feel when I drink alcohol. Not the physical numbness. Pinching...
The Personification of Love
It felt right closing my eyes. At first, there was darkness. I could sense the light from the outside, but inside my eyes was darkness....
Bravery or Stupidity
I was always the kind of friend that pretends I was brave. Like how in the group watching something scary, I was the one who didn't find...
